One of the most important people in my life has been forced to just vanish from it and has been refused of any sort of contact with me ever again. I’ve made a mistake, but I will never be given the opportunity to make things right. She was the only thing keeping my head together. I can’t simply let her go. As much as we liked each other and shared a beautiful connection, she was also my best friend. I could never forget her. I don’t want to lose her. I need her.